its official...

ok..before i start on this one..let me just say to the passerby, that i in no way feel that a relationship is about these things only...and that i'm not superficial...a little light hearted humour would do you well...especially the part about learning to appreciate it...

alright..so lets see...i'v been talkin to sammie quite alot, no, not sam yee, or sam ong, or any other sam..but sammie farrell...a wonderful girl from the united kingdom..quite a nice girl to talk to but...the time differnece and the physical seperations makes calling her a huge chore..especially wen the bills are expensive and her time runs 8hours behind mine..poor girl got dumped by her bf on vday...what a wonderful thing for her bf to do...but i guess they got what they deserved..'most guys in birmingham are jerks who only want sex' -Sammie.

hopefully...we singaporeans are so un-cultured in our pursuit for our base desires...

well sammie baby..as long as i can continue to keep that smile on ur face..i always will...looking forward to seeing you in december...

don't feel bad this vday....

hey..to all the guys out there who may or may not read this pathetic blog...here's a few reasons from my good friend rogue on why you shouldn't feel bad about not having a date..in fact...rejoice...cuz singlehood is probly the best thing to happen to you...here's why...the good points why not to get a girl are...


- they are high mantainance (2 movie tickets + snacks + watever shit = broke)(go buy an mp3 player or something)

- they are alergic to the sun (must do things where there is aircon.. eg. shopping)

- they can't play sports (and we'll prob die of laughter if they try to)

- kayaking, windsurfing, rock climbing are def out (i just had a manicure, can't get tan, or watever)

- they wun know the diff between a wraith band and a rune bracer

- they dun care wat the regen rate of the silencer is

- bring them to the gym, they'll use the trademill, set at 3km per hour, stroll for 20 min, then declare "i feel so fit' (pls la, u burn more in one shopping spree, let me use it to run man)

- discuss muscle groups, and they'll think your're ego, or a freak or just showing off

- tell a dirty joke, swear, wedgy someone, and they'll nv look at you in the face again

- it's ok if you have to wait for 2 hours to get ready, but if your're late 2 min. ur screwed

- they freaking think too much (give them a gd night peck, they'll start asking what it ment; for god's sake.. we dun think of anything when we do this!)

- u get walked in while doing somethign wrong, u get called a pervert; walk in on them doing something wrong, u get called a pervert again

- they wear less cloth then a pillow case, and expect you not to stare at them

- they say yes and mean no, say no and mean yes, then u get blamed for not understanding them

- they'll expect you to call them, at 3 in the morning, to hear them rant bout how this girl was such a bitch when the champions league finals is on

(disclaimer)
- if you are a girl and feeling insulted, just rem, a guy would nv be feeling so

many thx to the man of great wisdom...

reorganising the slate

alright..lets see...the last post was kinda emotional and un-objective, so before starting on the next..i'm gona clear up a few things..i'm not saying guys shouldn't be nice to girls, but we're gona be nice on our own terms..if we feel like being nice, we'll be nice...as for N, despite wat the language and tone might suggest...i do not hate her...i'm just rethinking my image of her...and of her bf...but more importantly her...and yeah...i missed out two bands...

ok..today...monday...after giving the tie to N..i have no tie left, and no money to get myself a new one..borrowed mr sylus' one..not sure if he'll notice i haven't returned it yet..i'm gona have to get some cash to get a new tie one way or anth..and continue with my poverty scheme...a lesson to all...dun go clubbing unless u got loads of cash...even if u dun drink that much..the cab ride back home will leave u dry...unless of course, you drive..that's different altogether..

throat is still irritating me..so training may or may not be much of an option come wednesday...its funny..how i'd train while sick for cap..but not for rugby..i guess i love cap more...those who know me won't find this new or interesting at all...

i did a sketch today..i wana put it up..but i'm not such a genius when it comes to hosting stuff on the web..i'll check it out later...its funny...i can only sketch in a class where i'm reali falling asleep and can't concentrate and have nothing better to do then sleep that i churn out some good drawings...this one is a concept for a comic strip i wana do..but probly won't get to...academics stifle creativity...

ok..let's see...is that all? yeah i tink so...jing! we gota go catch that movie soon! i'm dying here... =p need some entertainment..

here's the pic..i hope...

clean slate

i have a theory...that all the advertising one has to do to get ppl to look at their blog is just to put the blog add on msn nic and ppl will come visit..so any1 besides myself who is looking at this..well..jus proves my point...those who want a link...tag...thx...

so lets see..clean slate..new life...i will probly delete my old blog soon...it doesn't carry much interesting stuff, cept that one song..and my lesson from engwen..not my last definately..perhaps wen i have the time one day i will blog about that as well...now..what has happened in the recent few days of my life..

lets see..went clubbing last on e 2nd day of CNY..with zheqi, shiwei, jianxuan..and avelyn...she got herself involved...wonder wat's up with that girl...expects everyone to treat her special jus cuz she's a girl or sth...no offence to any ladies out there who agree that you all should be given preferential treatment...i noe alot of girls want or like attention...stuff lidat..but stimes..if we dun feel like giving you a shoulder or carrying your handbag for you...dun push it alright? anyway..clubbing was ok..not extremely fun, but ok..i guess that club jus din play my kinda music (i'm more into samba, salsa, bossa nova for listening pleasure..). club beats are nice..but there's only so much i can take..we left quite early, den someone called...let's call this someone N...

i reali duno wat's up with N either..so many ppl not making sense...wonder if the world is going mad...or maybe its just me...let's see... N is obssessed with this guy...who i may actually sympathise with...they're supposed to be a couple..but things have been..well..reali shaky..from what i noe...huge assumption, but oh well...anyway..N clings to her guy cuz in her 'love' she neglected her other friends and well..according to her( though i believe otherwise) she has no other friends besides him...well.. a girl who is quite obssessed with you can be a living nightmare...this is where i sympathise with him..used to hate him..but not anymore...she can do the most crazy things..waiting for 7hrs outside his house to wana say sorry...and not for something like unfaithfulness..but for hanging up on him during a phone call.. i.e. losing her cool... dude...if your disgusted, i dun blame you...k..so being a friend..i tried to make things better...din reali work out..she got pissed at me..i'm not sure wat for..maybe jus throwing a tie at her or sth in playful manner..i duno...but anyway..part of me doesn't reali care how she is now..i have her video cam..so one day or anth she'll have to talk to me..mayb i'll figure her out den..maybe not..maybe i'll throw the camera back at her..she'd better catch it..

now..wat did i get the camera from her for? oh yes...to make a documentary...i'm planning to film a documentary documenting capoeira in singapore...well..at least adoc...i'm not sure about if the bantus ppl want in...maybe it'll help make relationships better..i duno..bad blood between the two groups...anyway...hopefully i can get the film done in two weeks..plus editing and post it here..assuming i can find a server..and assuming N doesn't want it back urgently...haha..i should be mean and refuse her until i finish the documentary....haha..see how...

went for 'rock for good' yesterday...while everyone else was probly at chingay parade or sth...the suns, west side boulavard, electrico, ronin...were there more? can't remember...nice solos and rifts..but the music isn't reali my type..and lets jus say the eq was terrible...heard from ian that that uncle michael (who is a professional sound guy) din like the dream theatre concert either..it was 'awful', referring to the eq...i guess that's the thing abt live performances..eq sux.... anyway..it was quite scary though...going there..try to get some food and realising that alot of ppl noe who u are..and yet you don't know them...scary...i shall have a talk with my close friends...some of them have probly been talking again...

valentines day is coming..well..screw it i guess...there are only a few girls i would _consider_...and well...let's just say that the whole idea of v-day jus doesn't appeal to me anymore...so dun ask me if i have a date or what not...i'll probly tell you no...

yup..tis the new beginning to my clean slate...